Here is the next best thing for you to do. You can do somatic work specific to attachment work. I have put together a somatic library for you. 6 videos that I put up for you where each is about an hour long.

This is a place where you can get started and do something until its the right time for you to do the whole course. Lets start with what we can right now.

I am offering you a discount price for these 6 videos of about 6 hours, that will address some of the attachment pain through somatic exercise.